Becoming a teacher is starting to be a real pain in the butt. I am not sure if I would be able to graduate next year, even if I stay for the summer. With requirements changing it is becoming really hard to keep up with everything and my counselor is no help at all. 

Hanger games

I was watching the hunger games again. And the scene where everyone kisses their 3 middle fingers on their right hand one girl in the front almost kissed the 3 middle fingers on her left hand.

Just thought you should know.

my lights shirt, and the poster that was at a place 


I am very homesick tonight. It hit me after talking to my dad on Facebook. After a while I started to cry, which is a first for me in a long time. I don’t feel any better after crying, I just want to quite college and move back home. I miss my family a whole lot right now.

I just want to cry

I feel like shit right now, my nose is running, my throat hurts as well as my head. I just want to lie down and die, but I have homework to finish. 

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I can’t fall asleep, I have been laying in bed for 4 hours and I was not able to sleep at all, which really sucks.
I have tried counting sheep, reading a book, “clearing my mind”, I still could not sleep. This is not the first time this has happened to me, it really sucks 

One of my favorite photos of me and my friends :P


I have left Iowa, 3 weeks ago, and I am so happy I am back in Japan, even though I have nothing to do :P

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Younger brother, when he was shorter than me :P

Bio problems of the day. (Taken with instagram)

I am stressing out man

I am failing math 195, which is on how to teacher elementary math, and I need a C- to pass the course, which I have a D. Right now I have to decided weather or not to drop it, but I am finally getting help in math, and I  need this class to get my major, and if I fail, I have to take it again.  I also have to consider my student loans (not the smartest idea) so they don’t get messed up if I drop the course because I might not have enough credits. And I only have until Friday to figure all of this out! 

I don’t know what to do!!! What should I do?

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